Monday, March 11, 2013

NO ONE READS




NO ONE READS


Latin

or Greek.


No one knows

Daisies

don’t smell.


No one

is anybody’s

darling


anymore.

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NO ONE EVER KNEW



NO ONE EVER KNEW


where we were--

or if, even,

we were dead—

that long ago—

and what we were,

knowing, as we did

that we were

right here

all the time

both of us

quite, unintentionally,

probably, one day,

regrettably,

alone—

which we both had learned too much about,

really quite young.

There should have been more

surprises.

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NO GHOSTS TONIGHT




No ghosts tonight untouched that Chopin tools

Marbled; no head across my arm in peace,

Tranquil-sighed—smoke on wine; nor grief

Aged dreams to mix with mine, to follow fools


In tenderness.  No diminished cells

Anonymous, empty faced, cameoed

In pain-dyed-days before this wave cold

Shadowed cliff-hung-hope, my love compels.

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NO DOUBT, WHEN I AM SEVENTY-FIVE




NO DOUBT, WHEN I AM SEVENTY-FIVE,


I shall look back and damn those days

I neglected loving someone, when all

it took was the courage to seem

quite ridiculous by saying:  “You proba-

bly won’t understand this—but I

love you!”  Especially these days

when I have the strength to pull

knives out of my chest and bleed

for awhile. . .and then recover.

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NEVER



NEVER


could you have

been

old enough


at any time. . .


the loss

is probably


mine


no doubt,

no doubt.

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MY VISCERA




My viscera, glistening unseen,

Accepts the alcohol diluted of my

Ancestors, while stoutish friendly bees

Float apple-petaled-May in lily ponds

Unaware of drownings, as heedless youth

In muffled purrs of motors, drive beyond

The fence, appearing now and then between

The slats of wired cypress, drowned in fumes

Unlike the apple-water-laden bees, and die

Alive and young which I neglected years

And years and years and alcohol ago.

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MY OLD MAN WAS ANGRY



MY OLD MAN WAS ANGRY


when he died.


There was no clenched

fist, but just:

“Goddam it,

I’m dying!”


Christ, I wept,

You had to love him. . .

After a lunch of martinis,

Margaux and rare beef,

He was arrested

(at seventy-three)

on a drunk-driving charge

that cost him eighty-three

dollars. . .Jesus!  did he

get mad at the judge!

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